F#438

It was on the 24th of december 4 years ago i still remember 
i went into a shop to buy some ice while i qeued this old lady smiled so nice so 


- i just had to ask her: „you seem so contented she started to laugh and answered happily: „because my husbands life ended the asswhole is gone i celebrate life alone oh yes i really do!

i stopped drinking since he´s gone

i´ll start the night in a bath of foam

later i´ll watch all the old movies

which since ten years are shown

and now

please

please

please - leave me alone.